Inner Circle

You look at me
as warm
as ever.
You have the winners warmth,
of carrying something so precious
you couldn't bear to have it leave.
With all my might,
and the net of my dreams,
I found something so finite,
in between the seams,
that held up the very foundation
of my beliefs.
I am complete,
left to finish the
towers of my strength
where you cast the mortar,
and I cast the stone.
Together,
 we will never,
let these ramparts fall apart.

Satellites will not know my location.

So far from the ending
I find myself.
A future memory,
Of building my life.
Building it to a mold of another.

But on the inside
The beams of my heart break.
I expect to give so much,
With such little dignity,
Such an unwilling body.

Perhaps my cynicism corrodes
My otherwise cogent constitution.
Will these rafters collapse?

Will everything I've worked
to become, be destroyed
under the demolition
of my character?

I suppose the answer
only comes with the
Great mystery of choice
And circumstance.
Something only the greatest God
Can partially influence.

Light Into Dark

When the lights are shut off
And the brightness of day
Disappears into dusk.
The secrets of the flesh
Come alive and propogate.
Nighttime bedroom secrets are shared
On pillows of dark relief.
This is a wondrous hour
When treated with respect,
No man must ever use this in vain.
For his mind will reset upon the bright,
And all occult knowledge
Will disappear forever.
But when upheld,
These dark moments can bring
Pleasure forever, and no memory
Can trash what is retained if he so pleases.


Whereas she is always of the night
staring into darkness,
and knows home is made there,
as she makes her home,
in the comforts of being alone.
If only pure sunlight
did not petrify her,
and entered with calm diligence,
and the sun softly
glinted off her skin
in bountiful pleasure.
She would know the brightness of illumination
and sacred pleasure.
For only he can deliver,
and their world is torn between
the ultimate duality
and fight for darkness to become
of the light.
She will be the world
unto which he asks for his blessings.